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Hey... [11 Jun 2003|12:07am] I'm coming home.. 22 comments|post comment

[10 Jun 2003|01:07am] i'm drunk and in santa cruz. i'm on the shittiest computer ever made. i quit modeling. i want to be known for my brains instead of my tits. i'm getting a job in a bookstore and will be taking directing classes. i want to be a filmaker. i threw out my make up and my short shorts. no more looking like a whore. i'm growing up. 37 comments|post comment

wow.. this sucks. [09 Jun 2003|01:22am] http://www.livejournal.com/community/axis_of_uglies/226120.html?page=2 they were so mean to me. i know i'm supposed to take it like a man that i supposedly look like... but fuck off. it made me cry. i hate posting in that type of shit. i thought it was going to be all fun and stuff because there were some people i liked in there. but it wasn't. 40 comments|post comment

best thing that happened today.. [09 Jun 2003|01:01am] i need something to drink. my throat is stupid. 8 comments|post comment

shittiest day.. [09 Jun 2003|12:05am] [ mood | cranky ] EVER. okay, me and keven got invited to 2 parties. both in oakland. one at the east bay rats place thingy and one at the brainoil place thingy. we went to the brainoil place and there were a buncha vegan hippy punks which isn't my thing because i hate pot and i like raw meat. and they had a buncha magazine cut outs of models that were kinda hot and some printed out things of suicide girls looking girls and they wrote shit all over them and drew boogers coming out of their noses and stuff. and i felt like i wasn't wanted. me being a cow meat blood suckin cigarette smoking conditioner using house punk psychobilly deathrocker thing. so me and keven left because it sucked and we couldn't find our friend. then we went to the east bay rats thing. there were people all over outside. some guy said he knew me from santa cruz, and when people say they know me from santa cruz that's a bad sign. (long story) we walked around (which was just up some stairs) and asked some people if they saw wasteddream and they said there were tons of people who would fit that description. so me and keven stood around with the drunk bikers and let them talk at us. (not talking to: at.) then we tried exploring which got us down the stairs and into a room that said something like 'don't enter!' one of those party having signs that people put on doors of rooms they don't want people at the party to go into. but there were 50 people in there already. and this girl walked up and i was out of the way, but this bitch walks up and i started to ask if it was okay to come in there and she was like: what? get out of my way! like she was superior or something. i wasn't in her way. then i got in her way. stupid biker bitch. i asked again: is it okay to come in and look for our friend?! and she then got all respectful and said: it's okay as long as you're not outwardly disrespectful! WTF? so i can walk in and THINK: stupid god damn cunt. but not say it? sorry that goes against my rules. if i think you're a cunt, i'm gonna say it. that's just how i was brought up. i don't care how many heads you have behind you. so me and keven left. then we had pizza. with garlic. and then my throat swelled up. and now i can't swallow. i didn't know i was allergic to garlic too. usually when i have something with onions that happens. now i have to stay clear of garlic too. but anyway, we took some pictures. i dyed my hair red again. it looked like blood kinda. i had to take a picture of it. keven's pretty. he was playing harvest moon. that's our house. it's messy. that's thimble. she's tiny. she likes being by the refrigerator in the kitchen. not cuse she's hot but cuse she likes the breeze when the door opens. yeah, see how small she is? that's our fish ash. she's really tough. she lived through 3 aquariums, 4 car rides, 8 other fish, a fish attacking her and 3 fish with a deadly fish disease. 16 comments|post comment

awww, thanks vanessa!!!! [08 Jun 2003|09:23pm] 7 comments|post comment

[08 Jun 2003|05:30am] MIDNIGHTMARE with NIGHTSHADE CRISIS in watsonville 7 via del sol rd at 6 pm mention lj and get a free 40oz of olde english 10 comments|post comment

I'M DANGEROUS WITH A MIND AND A LJ CODE: [08 Jun 2003|04:36am] http://www.livejournal.com/community/non_stephys/ JOIN TO SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE! post comment

DOES ANYONE HAVE A CODE? [08 Jun 2003|04:05am] GIMME! YOU WON'T BE SORRY! 3 comments|post comment

teh heagggg hahah aaaggggh... *gurgle* [08 Jun 2003|03:44am] You are an Italian. What's your Inner European? brought to you by Quizilla 14 comments|post comment

he heheheheheheh *snnnnooorort* [08 Jun 2003|03:41am] dolliesteak 106% restlesseyes 106% agent_aeon 106% queque 106% mykhull78 106% tk0667 103% decesses 102% zwanpoet 102% ilikeink 102% deadin77 102% fragment 100% klausa 100% psychomorbidity 98% oxym0ron 98% queque 98% gorecore 98% greypele 97% sadisticlolli 97% pigeonfarm 95% zippo138 95% thatonegirl 95% charack 95% mrgone 95% prox2 95% missmalice 95% subhumansidney 95% petre 95% pleasantdreams 95% jsmusic 95% angelicuz 95% lordrexfear 94% decayineden 94% hermitbird 92% blackclad 91% missxxx666xxx 91% photonutz 91% gynocide 91% darkewolf 91% devildoll_666 91% saturninedaze 91% keven_ugly 91% entschuldigung 89% roxx 88% jher 88% wasteddream 87% disciplinedali 87% toxic_hair 87% the_howling 86% bruiserboy 85% hellokitty999 84% antisocial 84% fiendmorte 84% subzero 84% hermitbird 84% analogueskin 84% mental_oriental 83% cannibal_candy 82% xxritalinxx 81% suffocation 80% od23 80% primalscream82 76% alcoholandirony 73% tektonic9 72% nursemuffy 72% soulsick 68% badfish76 62% How compatible with me are YOU? 2 comments|post comment

BUTT! [08 Jun 2003|03:20am] that's my butt. that's keven going wee wee. but i took it when he was done and putting it away because the shutter on our camera takes years to actually take a picture. that's me likin vibrators. hehe i have this one in my yahoo fanclub on the welcome page. tee hee hee. 13 comments|post comment

weird. just really weird. [08 Jun 2003|02:00am] [ mood | weird ] today was really weird. that's the perfect word to describe today's happenings. fuckin weird! i woke up. keven was having sex with me. but i was still dreaming about my rat ginger having her babies that she's about due for. i rummaged through our room (which looks like a sidewalk in oakland) for some clothes. i wanted to wear a skirt but for some reason i couldn't find any. so i wore pants. my only pair of pants. that i've owned for about 2 years. i checked on my rats, gave them kisses and fed them. they were tired. ginger was sleeping, she was spread out on her tummy. if she could frown she would have been. she was too pregnant to move around. keven was grabbing clothes to wash at the laundromat. he found my skirts. i put on my make up. i fixed my hair. it sucked. i hated doing it. i didn't get to wash out my mouth with listerine to clean my piercings. or brush my teeth. i did it all in silence. the car ride was quiet too. keven was okay. but i was being really quiet and weird. i picked at my liprings the whole way to his work. he kissed me and went inside his work. i sat there for a long time. then i got out and looked at the laundry. i didn't want to do it. but i had to. every simple thing was really hard for me to do today. i went into keven's work and asked him for some money to do the laundry. he gave me a roll of quarters. i stood around and just watched people do stuff. then i asked him for more money to get us something to eat. he gave me $20. i went and got pizza. while walking there i forgot it was the fairfax festival and that there were going to be a bunch of middle aged old hippies drunk in the streets. i got a lot of 'punk jokes'. 2 'norm' kinda girls set me off. they said 'have any duct tape?' and they giggled and i flipped them off and made a face. then they tried to talk shit and i yelled at them and we postured at eachother for 10 minutes. then i walked further into the 'meat' of fairfax... downtown. icky poo. some drunk guy without a shirt and the american flag painted on his chest grabbed me and pulled me over to his friends and said: wow guys this is the reddest hair i've ever seen in my whole life. i said: good for you, asshole. now let me go! and i went to the pizza place trying to avoid the rest of them, dodging and cutting off people like i was living in new york and trying to get to the subway all over again. 2 guys i knew were working and they took my order instead of the fat greasy balding man who should've. i waited 10 minutes and my name was called. i took the pizza, looked at the guys i knew and they waved bye to me. i got a free pizza. now i had to make it back through all those sheltered, vanilla assholes once more. i plowed my way through and there were theese stupid jock rockers i had to pass through and they said: can we have some pizza... and something else, too honeybunch? i wanted to barf on them. i kept walking. i made it to keven, and we ate pizza. the guy who works at china sewage left his pet mouse with us. i held it and begun to like it a lot. i named her 'thimble'. because she was so small she could fit inside of one. i pretended i worked at his work and helped people and did cash register stuff. then it got dark and i went to the laundromat and did the laundry. i stood there for the longest time just watching the numbers on the dryer go 10.. 9.. 8.. 7.. 6.. 5.. 4.. 3.. it was a day for zoning out. keven closed the store. we took the mouse with us. she's ours now i guess. we already have a zoo. we have cats, rats, fish and now a little mousie. a bird was forced upon us once but we turned it down. our house is too small for that many animals. we drove to gilman street to see the hellbillys. i just stared at a cute girl the whole time and danced. i chewed some gum and tried to stick it in some snowflake bimbos hair but keven caught me and said no and threw it in the mosh pit. when the hellbillys were done i was like 'now i'll go say hi to barrie, maybe we'll hangout someday and be friends.' so i came over and said: 'hi i'm here, how's it going?' because we email eachother and he's friendly online and he's like 'yeah come to my shows!' and 'yeah, we'll hang out..' and stuff, but when i said hi he looked at me weird and turned around. and i was like.. okay. usually he's nice. his drummer ran up to me and we were talking about stuff and he gave me his email and all that. but barrie was weird. then we were about to leave but al (he works at gilman street) had to brake up a fight. so we waited for that to end and we left. we went to happy doughtnuts. the chick behind the counter was a cunt. so i called her a cunt. then we left. then we went here, to the internet cafe. the day is still weird. 5 comments|post comment

ha.. ha. [06 Jun 2003|11:45pm] [ mood | sick ] yeah. today wasn't fun. kids tried to eat me in broadway video. they tried to eat my soul. and suck my blood. :( kids are stinky. ever notice that? and do boogers smell? i want to know. because i'm not sure. my tummy hurts. i had a bite of a doughnut today and some potstickers from china sewage. (a quaint little place next to broadway video, never eat there.) and i drank half a bottle of Dr.Pepper which ate at my intestines and gave me diarheea and bloating. and lots of it. ooh. fun. i'm mailing in my stuff for murdergirls right now. and nothing else is very new. yup. here's my new AIM name: BovineDeathRat. someone IM me? it's fun. 10 comments|post comment

oh, poo. [06 Jun 2003|05:44pm] agh. okay, now i go scan photos of keven to put on sweet dead ass! post comment

haha.. that's right bitch! [06 Jun 2003|01:11am] (Anonymous) 2003-06-06 01:00 (link) Select i'm sorry, i am just a stupid jelous crack ho. i wish i was as pretty and intelegent as you. i am just boring and lame and i have as huge stinky pussy. i wish i was dead. 2 comments|post comment

new sheeit.. [05 Jun 2003|11:09pm] [ mood | content ] there's a few more. they're in my yahoo thing. but today was fun. i didn't really sleep last night. because my liprings scare me. i don't wanna pull them out if i go to hug keven or if i pull the sheets around or if the cat tries to hump my face some more. so me and keven stayed up. keven's reason was because he had to move his car at 8am for street cleaning cuse our side of the street was full. so we took pictures and went to walgreens and bought the best squirtguns in the world. to shoot at the horny cat of course. we kinda slept from 9am to 3pm. i was fully clothed. i fell asleep with my boots on and haven't taken them off since. oohhh... stinky. then we went to marin so keven could get his paycheck and stuff. and we stole a buncha horror movies that were for sale at his work including a few episodes of eek! the cat and power rangers. we bought mermaid in a manhole which rocks from the cover so far and we're gonna go home and get piss drunk and watch it later on tonight! and i bought a bizarre magazine which i'm not in yet! gggrrr. 21 comments|post comment

ROFL!! [05 Jun 2003|03:32am] [ mood | ecstatic ] okay, it's really funny to go onto google.com and type in people's name that i know.. i found this when i typed in my mom's name!! My name is Cathy L_____, and I ordered your products to use today. When I applied the Face Lift Powder and the Activator, I could instantly feel the tightening. I could see results as soon as I wiped off the mask mixture with a warm wash-cloth. I am going to continue to use this product and would gladly recommend it to anyone, I'm 48 yrs old now, and I'm seeing wrinkles under the eyes, plus black circles under the eyes too. They are gone now, with one use! Plus, I had extra skin under my chin but it's gone! I cannot believe how wonderful this worked for me, Please keep in touch with me with any new products you may come out with. Cathy L_______ via e-mail LOL! my mom's dumb. 1 comment|post comment

keven_ugly rocks.. [05 Jun 2003|02:24am] [ mood | crazy ] just lookin for as much on godzilla movies as eye can find. eye have to pay of some traffic tickets this month and it really sucks. eye hate paying tickets. it's hell. it leaves me with an empty feeling. eye've got plans for my money. eye need an upright bass, eye need an education, eye need funiture, clothes eye need to fix my car! but eye can't. eye have to stand around the civic center and pay bail at 7 in the mourning. fuck eye hate CHiPs. almost all my fish are dead. they got ick and died. except ash, she's still alive. she lives through everything. next time eye'll get more fish like her. eye hate eating. eye had some mcdonalds filth today and it's making me fart.eye usualy get vegie chinese but nooooooo. today eye got nasty homogonized steriod cow fleash. eye let ronald mc d. take a great big shit right in my mouth. fuck eye hate CHiPs. 11 comments|post comment

old picture of me i found. [05 Jun 2003|02:08am] [ mood | cranky ] god i used to be hot. i've been feeling all ugly lately. i'm not as pretty as i used to be. god i miss those days. 42 comments|post comment

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